edit: changed main file.. same content, different shot and edit.
took this about 3 weeks ago i think? i just remember i was reallyyyyy emotional when i wrote this. i mixture of frustration/desperation/suicidal ideation/anger/hopelessness and lots of tears. i just had an urge to write this to get out some of my frustration and put my thoughts on paper.. threw some pills all over that i was sorting for the week after they reminded me of how fucked up i am. so yeah.. there's the story behind that. not looking for attention/sympathy, just hoping this might help others like me in a way so that they know that they're not alone. wish i could change a few things about it, like the angle, but i don't remake things that i made with raw emotion. it's very hard to duplicate